[Kenyar]

i am...2yrs 2 months out. i pretty much bounce 2 or 3 lbs in either direction. i eat 4 meals perday. somedays i snack more than others. i could probably use more structure in my meal planning. still not getting in all my fluids but working on it. during TOM i tend to gain 7 lbs but it always goes away a day or two in. my lowest post op weight was 138 today i weighed in at 154. trying to get up to 165...but ok with where i am. when i stick to the rules word for word i lose. sometimes i feel like its an uphill battel and my body is fighting to be smaller but I REFUSE to let it win still wear the same size clothes which is weird. kids 14 (the capris) and kids xl tank top. i wear usually womens smalls or mediums depending on where i get them but u have always been cheap and if they have similar stuff in the kids dept im all for it! ...provided it fits

mentally, the journey continues. i find it odd that a friend refers to me ask tiny and says she is inspired to get healthy by me??? thats NUTS.to each his own LOL! i dont feel tiny ever. i try to make good choices with food and dont feel guilty when i dont. i say, its NOWHERE near as much as pre-op. i sometimes get into compulsive behavior with candy. like i have to FINISH IT. there is no "few pieces". i was never a candy eater pre-op at all. i think it is the slow steady stream of sugar or something. havent quite figured it out but i try to stay away for the most part.

i am just getting into exercising. i didnt do it early out. but i enjoy it when i get up and do it so this year i am looking to do more. i enjoy walk away the pounds and the biggest loser cardio max. i was doing turbo jam for a while but that bouncy blonde chick put me in a bad mood...LOL!

kayla made A honor roll in her school.
clyde is still VERY attached to me. note in the pic he is literally right under me. thats how he is at all times.

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i gotta say i dont know where i would be without this place. i love you all and thank you all for all of the support

more later...

[kitty56]

Kenyar, you are just as cute as ever. Your daughter is a sweetheart and just as cute as her mom. Your cat is so sweet. I just love it when you post pictures. Thanks for sharing.

[judijo]

Cutie pies, all of you!

Look at her, people....NO PLASTICS!

Congrats and thanks for the pix!

[dixieladybug]

Looking good girl. You are tiny.. You daughter is a doll and so is the cat. I have a bob tail cat and I just love her so much. You have done such a great job losing the weight and keeping it off plus a little below.. I think you look great where you are now. You don't look like you have ever had a weight problem in you life. Keep up the good work.

[Kenyar]

THANK YOU!

seriously...if you saw my stomach you would cringe. LOL!.it looks like i gave birth yesterday LOL! i keep it covered at all times...

same with the boobies. god help me if i ever have to get naked in front of someone again

[MsVickie]

I love it when you update yourself like this. The pics are fantastic and you include your family even the 4 legged version. You look wonderful as always. I remember you finding Clyde. That cat needed you and I honestly think you needed him. You are a person to be admired actually. You have shared your life your walls your head games your happiness and the sadness. You share your self.

Kayla is a lucky little girl and as beautiful as ever. Keep on being you girl. Take care my friend. I love ya!

[waitingintn]

You look great! Your daughter is a cutie and I know what you mean about cats under your feet-my Oscar does the same thing.

[Kenyar]

msvickie and keeley thanks a bunch.
funny thing about the cat, i went thru some of the old pics, and i noticed there is a piece of him somewhere in each pic LOL. he is never far from me.

i am a little nervous about kayla though. she has put on weight. the dr is not concerned but i am. maybe because of where ive been and what i have been thru i am concerned. i just try to take her on walks with me and hope that she will burn it off this summer...though i remember saying the same thing last summer.

we dont have junk in the house. i dont think she over eats. but i think i need to do something but what to do????

[ksummer19]

I love to see new updated pics...you are looking good girl!

[Kenyar]

oops. i forgot the semi befores LOL!!!!DUH!!!!!

as you all may recall i dont have an actual before. i always used this 3 weeks post pic. i had already lost 28 lbs by this point...if memory serves me right...

here they are side by side. sorry about that...

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