Entries for July 2009

OK, so it was rough for one my husband picked the night before my op to hit me with I can't be with you because I don't love you anymore speech. Anyway, All I could do is cry the morning of my surgery. Second day my hemoglobins were very low, had to have a blood transfussion because of the blood loss inside of me, I thought OMG! I am bleeding to death on top of everything. They tested my blood like every 4 hours and again I needed more blood. I was so weak and an emotional wreck. They gave me zanax...

Today my daughter (13y) and I went swimming. Having lost 69 lbs the last 5 months, makes swimming under water so much more fun. I don't shoot out of the water trying to stay under. But the best part of it was my daughters remark: Mum you really do need a new swimsuit. Yep, I really do

I am having a hard time with the liquid vitamin should I be taking it with a meal or in between? Should I sip it or just swallow and get it over with? I had my surgery on Tuesday and I just question myself on everything. Thanks!

I STILL HAVE PAIN ON MY LEFT SIDE BY MY BILLY BUTTON STILL HARD FOR ME TO LAY DOWN ON MY LEFT SIDE,
I HAVE ANOTHER QUESTION I CAN EAT SOFT FOOD AROUND 5 BABY SPOON NOW AND I DONT FELL FULL WHY IS THAT?
IS ANY BODY GOING THRU THIS?

THANKS
BAYING

Okay, this is the first sight I ever joined and I am such a wreck. I have my surgery very early, 5 hours ago my husband told me he wants to leave me we have been together 12 years. I am blindsided had NO IDEA!! why right before my operation? I really am just needing to get this off my chest. I need to get my head together before morning. Here is to new beginings!