Entries for August 31, 2009

Hey all! I just found out today that my insurance is paying for my wls!! YAY!!!! A Little (HA!) about me: Im 264lb and 5'6" tall. Im not used to being this big, I was always one of those skinny girls that everyone hated in highschool. Theeeeeeeennnn I had a baby. No regrets! Shes AWESOME! but now its 10 years later, and I am bigger than I was pregnant! I dont have a surgery date yet, I dont even know what surgery Im having, I just know that I have officialy taken the first steps. Yay...

So many good hearted ppl say " just don't let this not work like so-in-so" and " I hope you don't wast this like ....." I feel like this is sooooo neg! I know they are really trying to encourage me but I don't feel it. It's like they are waiting to use me as a so-in-so bad example? Like I am under the microscope of their scruitiny? Do I have permission to scruitinize their bad habits and give them advice??? It makes me mad. Like I would go through all this just to...

Felt strange all day, like I was really, really hungry. A grinding kind of hunger pang. I ate yogurt for breakfast with some blueberries...an hour later felt like I was starving. Ate some tuna and white beans about 10:30...an hour and a half before my normal lunch. Tummy quieted for awhile then it started again! Had some edamame and that did it. Tummy got happy. I suppose this is what is called listening to your pouch. It was yelling "feed me"!
Seared tuna steak and some...