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Isn't it funny how I can be at least 1 year of being thin and I still can't believe it when ppl call me thin or comment on how thin I am? I still feel fat??? I tell my friend (who also had RNY) "I can't believe I can still feel fat in a size 8???" Funny how your mind can play games with your head. Don't get me wrong i ABSOLUTELY LOVE wearing smaller clothes, being able to exercise and keep up in classes, going to the beach or swim park and not feel like the large CENTER of attention...

Gee went by so quickly. Seems like ages ago I was worrying and fretting. Funny I am now a size 10 but I have the same issues with my apperance I had when I was 275? I don't like my belly fat and now I am just saggy? But I am sooooo much healthier! and I can run soooooo much easier. If you would have ask me a year ago, I would have thought my apperance would have been the thing I thought I would feel best about but I never realized how GOOD it feels being lighter! I physically feel so much...

So many good hearted ppl say " just don't let this not work like so-in-so" and " I hope you don't wast this like ....." I feel like this is sooooo neg! I know they are really trying to encourage me but I don't feel it. It's like they are waiting to use me as a so-in-so bad example? Like I am under the microscope of their scruitiny? Do I have permission to scruitinize their bad habits and give them advice??? It makes me mad. Like I would go through all this just to...

Just a question? I had my R-N-Y on may 4th and did extremely well out of hospital in 2 days walking 1.5 mile in 4 and tolerating food liquids and soft foods well, in small portions of course. I was allowed to eat reg foods as tolerated on june 4th and did really well with that too. I can eat 1/2 cup of cottage cheese or tuna salad no prob. I do have prob with certain things like I ate 2 bites of a hamburger and was in the BR for 1/2 hour I didn't throw it all up just froth? It felt like cramping...