Well it has been a while since I have been on here, now I have been wishing I would not have lost contact here, because I think that is one of the reasons why I am have so much problems with the lack of people how understand what we go through. I was down to 179 and then I started to gain a few pounds by eating the wrong foods, and then last year I had a complete tear in my right rotator cuff and had to take hydrocodone for the pain, and I think that also made me gain weight, and I had surgery in October and now just after completing physical therapy in April, well I mowed the lawn a few times over the last few weeks, and now it feels like it is back to the way it was last year before surgery, I think that I may have torn it again , I go to see the Ortho doctor today and will ask for MRI to see whats up.