Thank you girls for cheering me up, I'm with you 100% not to look at the WLS as a chunk and segment my target into small baby step achievements. But I'm sorry when I did the mathimatics last night I was OMG! I was about to faint when I saw it for the first time!
Yesterday was a blue day, lots of sad news Doc's Father passed out, I drove 35 km to take Judey to the swiming pool to spend some quality time with her and then she refused to put her toe in the water I was stucked with her I can't leave her outside and jump to the water and do my workout, and hate to see all this attractive water in this heat and not to swim it was okward situation =/ and then it was one of these awful pukey day from morning till the end of the day.
Although hubby tried to cheer me up he tookme for luch outside to the Hard Rock cafe and again I puked there yuck!
I hope today will be better

Thanks for lifting my spirits I love ya all :*