[Kenyar]

I just wanted to update everyone on whats been going on...
I am still unemployed but thru the sheer grace of "the force" I am still collecting unemployment. I was approved for a second claim so I'm "ok". I am looking for jobs but when I say NO ONE is hiring, I mean that in every sense you could imagine. Still, I'm ok with that. Something will come up eventually.
The apartment I moved into is income based so no worries. School is out and Kayla is of course home and driving me insane

We've been spending a lot of time at church functions. We went to a picnic last weekend and it was Kaylas first time at the pool...I mean first time ever in life, and she LOVED it. I may sign her up for swim classes at our local Y.

Other than that I am pretty much a lone with my thoughts. I think I am doing ok weight and eating wise. I should probably calm down with the carbs but I dont think I am overboard nor will I get there anytime soon. They still make me sleepy.

I want to gain another 5 or so lbs and then thats it. I'm ok, its just when I religiously follow the rules i drop a few lbs immediately so I'd like to have the cushion on the other hand it really does mess with your mind to see the numbers go up eventhough its what you want...I dunno. We'll see what happends. There is definitely conflict there but I am working on it. Sometimes i get overwhelmed because I feel like I am working on so much at once and nothing is really getting finished. All i can do is take things one day at a time.

I'm attaching a current pic of myself (with clyde closeby as usual) and a couple of Kayla from the picnic as well as doing her usual: playing computer games lol.
I hope everyone else is doing well. I dont see too many old timers anymore...

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[DocSanae]

Hey, good lookin' !!
You know, you actually look happiest in the present pic. I think your present weight suits you.
Kayla will grow up into a wonderful young lady in no time at all.

[Kenyar]

thank you.forthe most part i am happy i guess...i still feel like something is missing but no clue what that is. one day i'll figure it out. lol.

[Trulykath]

what a beautiful smile you have and your daughter is adorable!!

[Spikey1341]

You look great, and Kayla is certainly a mini-me isn't she!

[lvmyboys]

Looking good! Clyde is a trip....he doesn't miss a picture does he??

[Kenyar]

Originally Posted by lvmyboys

Looking good! Clyde is a trip....he doesn't miss a picture does he??

this cat is truly attached. he us never far...lol. dunno if thats a good thing or bad thing.


thanks everybody.

[MsVickie]

I agree with all the ladies above especially Doc when stating this weight right now suits you best! You look healthy. Simply beautiful as always. You have a little dolpin in Kendra. She will love the pool honey and so will you. Belive it or not you can excersise in that pool without even knowing it and feel better to. I do wish I had one close here to jump in. I have a lake several miles away but cant drive myself to it and the hubby dont like staying in the sun long or under a umbrella actually. Sigh..... I will make it there. I slept so much better after swimming also.

You do have a minime in Kendra. She looks like you so much. And as always clyde is devine. Hit the sunshine and the pool more honey. It does make a good difference.

[MsVickie]

Clyde being attached is a good thing for you both! Hes a indoor cat. They live a long time being indoors.

[judijo]

Looks like the only thing missing is that job, and that is bound to come. You are doing great, sister. Clyde and Kayla have a very special mommy, and I mean special, not "special".