I have it set to record on my DVR!! When it first aired (what 1 or 2 weeks ago?) I thought "wow, my heart really goes out to these people, they realy struggle with weight". I forget his name, but the biggest young man they had on the show had bypass and the father/son team seemed genuinely worried for him because they feared for his life becasue he was sooooooooooo large.
AND THEN i started crying because I am "one of those people".
Not sure how I could ever forget that, but seeing it on TV just hit it home for me. Nothing like reality in your face.
The more comfortable I get in admitting my addiction, the less excuses I make for it and the freer I feel. But it is so hard to break the denial wall I have built around my weight--- trying to play it off as no big deal. I have always been the large one in the group, but to the outside world I always seemed confident regardless and I never lacked for male attention. I had them all fooled, even myself i guess.
Seeing shows like this, and then in thinking over my reactions to the show is an eye opener
I am glad to see this show on TV so that the public can be aware of just how hard it really is. And that there is hope for those of us that need help