HMM WITH ALL THE PROBLEMS IVE HAD I STILL DONT KNOW IF I WOULD OF CHANGED ANYTHING. WHEN I WANT SOMETHING REAL BAD IM VERY DETERMINED TO GET IT DONE. LIKE WHEN I MADE THE DECESION TO GO THRU WITH THIS I WAS SO DETERMINED I MADE SURE I FOUND DOC'S THAT WOULD SEE ME RIGHT AWAY FOR CLEARANCE. AND BECAUSE I DID THAT IT ONLY TOOK 5 WEEKS FROM THE DAY I MADE THE DECESION TO GO THRU WITH THIS SURGERY SEE THE SURGEON FOR CONSULTATION, THE CLEARANCES AND THEN THE SURGERY.
WHEN I WANT SOMTHING I GO ALL THE WAY. BUT DONT GET ME WRONG I DID RESEARCH AND THINK ABOUT THIS FOR ALMOS A YEAR.
I JUST HOPE I DIDNT MAKE THE WRONG DECESION.

YES I HAD ALOT OF BUMPS THRU THIS SHORT JOURNEY BUT I KNOW THEY ARE JUST ABOUT BEHIND ME NOW AND IT SHOULD BE SMOOTH SAILING AFTER MY NEXT DIALATION. (cross fingers) LOL