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09-26-2007, 03:34 AM
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 Today has been a very ugly day for me. It is 2:30 in the morning and I am out of control. It seems that around 9:00 or 10:00 pm I am soooo hungry and then I eat anything I want and get sick. Tonight I ate a piece of cake with chocolate frosting,cheese, a popsicle,a granola bar and daaaa...I am sick now. Why am I sabotoshing myself for this punishment and guilt. I know I am depressed and I am on medication. I went for a walk this morning all geared up to have a good healthy day and then at night I blow it. This has happened several times and I don't know what to do. Maybe it is boredom or loneliness. Doc or anyone help cause I feel I am getting back to old habits that put me there in the first place. I really feel very depressed and can't sleep even with sleep aids. What's wrong with me? Do any of you have bouts like this? I really need and appreciate any help!!! Bonfire (The fire is dying)
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09-26-2007, 04:29 AM
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 sorry you are having such a hard time right now. I know that for me the last few months have been really hard, up and down with my moods, sleep aids etc. The thing is i am not eating enough. I once in a while have breakfast which only consists of a small roll or croissant...no lunch and pick at dinner. Once in a while i make myself eat a banana or some whole wheat crackers because i get shaky......stress is ugly and im not sure what is happening in your life but it must be someting hard. I put myself back in therapy. I feel it helps me, makes me face my issues and not hide behind them. Im trying to get stronger but i want you to know you are so not alone. Life is hard, the journey we are on is hard. Hang in there....
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09-26-2007, 05:55 AM
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sorry ur going thru that ..
but perhaps the carbs are being evil for u (my problem)
once i start eating them i loose control.
TRY to cut back on them and get the cravings
in control.
FOR me they screw up my eating big time....!
and i have to eat very lo carb to be the one
in control
hang in there
hugs
we all have those moments just get on track and
start fresh in the am!
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09-26-2007, 06:55 AM
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sorry you are going thru this. but if you feel hungry reach for some cheese not a granola bar. they tend to make people binge. i knowi ts easier said than done but you have to get the control back otherwise you will be miserable.
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09-26-2007, 07:58 AM
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Sorry to hear you are having this problem. Have they switched your meds recently? Maybe its a side effect of some med you are on. I would call my doc and see what he or she thinks. Before you beat yourself up to badly, make sure it isn't a side effect of some med you are taking.
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09-26-2007, 08:17 AM
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Good Point Ladyhawk!!!
Also B4 You Take That Bite Remind Yourself Of How Sick You Will Get!!! Im Totally Brainwashed And Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy To Afraid Of Getting Sick!!!!!
Hang In There Hun 
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09-26-2007, 08:31 AM
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I am personally afraid of cake with frosting...they put the fear of God into our nut group about sugars and dumping. Don't get me wrong...I've walked in stores and thought.."what I wouldn't give for a SNICKERS right now???" but I'm terrified to go there...don't wanna be sick.
There are so many alternatives out there now that are healthy for you and TASTE WONDERFUL....try to get creative with it and realize, we are ALL going to have less than perfect days!
Keep your chin up!
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09-26-2007, 08:39 AM
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oh yeah ladyhawk good point. have you spoken to your dr yet?
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09-26-2007, 09:10 AM
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Sometimes, hunger is a symptom of ulcers. If this has been going on for a while, talk with your drs, and see what they think. It may not be just from depression, stress and old habits raising their heads so you can self medicate, there's a chance there's a physical issue that is causing this.
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09-26-2007, 09:52 AM
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I'm so sorry you're going thru this. I get that way sometimes too. Then you just get so disgusted with yourself, then make yourself MORE depressed. Just wanted to offer a BIG hug for ya!!
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