OK I COULDNT WAIT TILL MONDAY TO SEE THE DOC ABOUT MY KNEE SO WE TOOK A RIDE TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM TONIGHT. NOTHING SHOWED UP IN THE XRAYS BUT I DEF NEED AN MRI AND OF COURSE IF YOU NEED AN MRI THE HOSP TELLS YOU, YOU HAVE TO BE SEEN BY A SPECIALIST AND HE WILL TAKE IT FROM THERE. SO OF COURSE I STILL HAVE MY APPT ON MONDAY SO HE WILL ORDER THE MRI. BUT THE DOC I SAW AT THE ER HAD A FEELING HE KNOWS WHAT THE MRI WILL SHOW. HE SAID I HAVE A POSSIBLE MENISCUS INJURY

. JUST INCASE YOUR CURIOUS ON WHAT THIS IS:
Meniscus Tear - Torn Cartilage
I WILL FIND OUT HOW BAD THIS IS ON MONDAY BUT WHILE I WAS AT THE HOSPITAL SOMEONE THERE SAID HE HAD THE SAME PROB YEARS AGO AND NEEDED SURGERY. THEY DID IT LAPOSCOPICALLY AND HE WAS ABLE TO LEAVE THE HOSPITAL THE SAME DAY OF COURSE NOT COMPLETLY WALKING OUT ON HIS OWN, LOL. BUT HE ALSO SAID SOME PEOPLE SWEAR BY THE SURGERY AND THEN SOME PEOPLE LIKE HIM WHO SAY THERE KNEE HAS NEVER BEEN THE SAME.
I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME THE IS A VERY IMPORTANT TIME RIGHT NOW TO TAKE ADVANTAGE AND LOSE THIS WT. HOW WILL I EXCERCISE WITH THIS PROB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW YOU GUYS MUST THINK IM CRAZY TO THINK OF THIS BUT THIS WILL BE TIME WASTED BECAUSE AFTER THE FIRST YR MY WT LOSS WILL SLOW DOWN THATS WHY I HAVE TO WORK OUT AS MUCH AS I CAN NOW

. PLUS I FEEL BAD FOR MY DH AND FATHER AND LAW FOR TAKING OVER THE SLACK AROUND HERE ONCE AGAIN

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WELL AT LEAST FOR NOW I HAVE A LEG BRACE AND CRUTCHES TILL MONDAY. IM JUST SO UPSET OVER THIS!!!!! YOU KNOW IM NEVER SICK OR HURT EXCEPT FOR THE BYPASS SURGERY AND THE COMPLICATIONS AFTER BUT NOW THIS!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL. EVERYTIME I FEEL BETTER IT SEEMS LIKE I GET KNOCKED DOWN AGAIN. THE

IS TRYING EVERYTHING HE CAN FOR ME NOT TO BE SUCCESSFUL AND MAKE THIS JOURNEY HARDER

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