Where'd this come from?
Woke up this morning kinda OK, but with a residual case of the blues. I have absolutely no idea where this came from...dreams maybe? I can't stand this feeling. I'm chucking it all and going to the gym. I know that'll "cure" me within the hour. Just isn't worth going around moping all day, especially when I don't even know what to fixate on!
Oh well, life happens. At least I'm learning how to get myself out of it instead of wallowing, which ineveitably leads to eating. And you know what I just this second realized? I am putting myself first instead of putting everyone/thing else before me and scavenging for any crumbs!!! And truth be told, I do the family more favors this way than by sacrificing because I "need to do this" and playing the martyr.
Ooh..feel a little better already, having that lightbulb moment.
Oh well...toodle loo off I go!
Vicki
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