I am doing pretty good for the most part. I take walks around the block and am up and about for a lot. Right now the emotional is getting to me though. I knew it would be really hard and like this, but knowing it and experiencing it are two different things. Before when I had to diet and give up eating I at least had working out or sex to help let off steam, now those things aren't an option. I cry a good amount instead or cuss like a sailor. I just hope that God understands my potty mouth for the time being.

My neighbor/husband's friend made a little comment that made me not thrilled and I warned him that right now I don't have much of an outlet so that for the time being eggshells might be a good thing to walk on around me and he commented on, "well you knew you were going to have to go through all of that and go without when you signed up for this." Needless to say I was not so impressed. It brought on a walk around the block and a little time out with my mp3. Music and this website is my salvation right now. I am so glad that you are all here for me right now.
Janae