[armywife2aerial]

MY husband seems to think im jokeing when i tell him im sick of all his foolishness. Things have not been good for a long time and im pritty fed up. Im pritty much just waithing for the last straw to break the camals back to just pack my stuff and leave. I dont beleave in giveing up and i truly have tryed to put my all into this marrage. Im so sick of fealing like im raising a child i could scream.

So in this time If ya could pray that i make the right desision i would appriecate it.

I just want what ever disison i make to be the right one for his sake and mine

[cindylouwho]

Ashley,

(((((HUGS))))) I'm praying for you lady. It's a hard time for you to begin with, even without extra stress. I hope you find some peace in whatever decision you make. Is there someone back home that you can talk to like a pastor or a counselor to bounce things off of?

[Kenyar]

aww
you're in my thoughts and prayers for the strength, courage, and wisdom to decide whats best and do what needs to be done.

[fr1endly2]

sorry your experiencing this!
I know as your self esteem begins
to soar you will know whats best
for you to do

[BOOTS]

I Will Pray For You Guys. Have You Guys Ever Thought Of Going To A Marriage Counseler?

[not quite Barbie]

Ashley,
I've been married 3 times so I know about ending relationships LOL. Please keep in mind that you are going through a lot of emotions right now due to all the estrogen being released from your fat cells as you lose weight. This is makeing you very emotional and you may make decisions based on these emotions that you may regret later.

Try to focus on why you married him in the first place, remember all the good things about him, and if at all possible, go see a counselor.

You can always dump him later if it turns out that you really don't want to continue, but don't make a mistake just because your hormones are messed up.

Good Luck,
Barb

[BOOTS]

Yes Barb Is Right Because My Hormones Are Really Out Of Wack Right now And It Totally Makes Me Think And Feel Very Different. The Craziest Things Have Been Going Thru My Mind Lately. Like My Life Is Boring, Why Am I Married Or I Want To Run Away. For Me That Is Crazy Thinking But Believe It Or Not These Things Have Been Going Thru My Mind. Just Wait A While Like Barb Said. You Just Do What You Got To Do with yourself and losing wt And See How You Feel When The Hormones Settle Down.

[Kenyar]

yeah i agree. i mostly go thru fits of rage though
i dont think i will kill anyone, but you never know

[A new me]

Thinking of you Ashley. hang in there and we are here for you.

[BOOTS]

Yes The Rage Is Very Very Bad For Me Also!!!!!!!!!!!