Oh man, this almost feels like a vacation. Got done with my externship. All done with this step in school. Feels good to accomplish a goal. It was payed for with sweat and tears, literally. I had a horrible supervisor that treated me like a pack horse and a verbal whipping post. So i KNOW i earned my graduation grade, ten times over.

Hubby left last evening for his 3 weeks of MOS training. Sigh. Ofc now my son has to have a horrible ear infection, bronchitis and a cough that makes...

just had a huge fight with my husband.. ok.. i really try and forget this ever happened.. but year ago before we were married he cheated.. with his best friends girl.. so.. im kinda nurotic about him having girls as friends.. i forgive him.. but ive spent my whole life being the black sheep of my family and always being promised love/attention/things and always being disappointed.. I really do want to give him that chance to be a good guy.. and i do to a point trust him..

but since...

Ok.. Im just kinda frustrated.. worried too.. frustrated with my husband mostly.. why does he have to be so dense sometimes? And good lord that man can spend money. WHO gets overdraft charges.. not me.. but ofc.. he can manage to do it.. ON PIZZA.. ugh.. i could just kick him in the nutz right now..

Im worried about my blood sugar.. I got called today.. 127!!! fasting.. that is HORRIBLE.. gods.. between that and waiting for the approval from the insurance company is making me batty....

Ha! friday the 13th. Again.. didn't we just have one last month. So I talked to my doctor yesterday. Told him what I wanted, didn't get shot down. YAY. One problem down, million more to go. Now I just have to see Who tricare prime gives me.

There is a place here in Orlando Called Celebration Bariatric. I really would like to go there, but not sure if tricare will want to send me there.

Now just to wait. Ive been waiting.. for my husband to come back from his tour.. for...