Dear Weaker Self,


a battle wages within, I want to win, not you
I shall triumph and take control. you won a couple battles today, I'll surely admit. I've been listening and following your advice for a couple years now and look how I am suffering for it now. you WILL NOT win, I will slowly get stronger and lock you into a dark place of nonexsistance and throw away the key.
You have torn me down, made me believe I couldn't do it, make me feel like food was my only...

I woke up motivated... well actually I woke up with a 3 year old on my chest mumbling something about Spongebob and Snacks, a quick glance at the elegant timepiece that is my cellphone under my pillow and I knew it was 5:30 and this child was up and ready for the day..
so ok fine..
after finding spongebob, taking my medication, changing her pullup and helping my 4 year old in the bathroom I was able to sit down at the computer, check my messages and ponder.
I also took a photo...