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04-03-2008, 02:17 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Tampa, FL
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Weight Statistics July 10, 2007 Surgery Date:
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175 lb Current Weight:
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96 lb Weight Loss:
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Body Mass Index43.7357667585 BMI Start:
28.2426538108 BMI Current:
29.3723599633 BMI Goal:
Weight Loss MethodRoux en Y Gastric Bypass
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This is just a test of the emergency "I did something stupid" system. This is only a test....... Ok, so I'm a bit beside myself.  Lately I feel like I am not doing anything right! No matter what it is (housework, laundry, relationships, business stuff) I keep making stupid mistakes. What the heck is wrong with me? I feel like I've lost brain cells or something. I'd kick myself in the butt if I thought it'd help, but really, what's the point in beating myself up??? So, that's not really what this is about (although I am more than a little frustrated with myself) I just wonder if this is some sort of deficiency or something - LOL - at least then I'd have a reason for my recent madness. I've been feeling overwhelmed for a while, in many areas of my life, and now I'm actually feeling like I'm getting to a breaking point. I'm trying so hard that at this point I cant even think of much else to do to make things better. It's like the harder I try, the worse things get. Thank the Lord my weight loss has gone reasonably well, at least I dont feel like such a dismal failure there. I keep trying to reassure myself that everyone screws up from time to time and we all have bad days, no pity parties please, but like I said I just feel like I need to let off steam. It affects my confidence to the place that even when I make a plan to "fix" all my "goofs" I'm almost afraid to trust my own judgment. I cant even take things a day at a time, right now I can only deal with now. Hormones, I need to check my hormones.... at least that would explain some of it..... See, writing is good therapy..... if you dont hear from me, just check the local funny farm........
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04-03-2008, 03:02 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: North West, NJ
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95 lb Weight Loss:
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At least you have a sense of humor about it all - that's good! But I was going to say what you said yourself - get your hormones checked - if you feel overwhelmed, and that seems to be the underlying problem, you should get checked.
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04-03-2008, 03:13 PM
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Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Mira Loma, CA 91752
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365 lb Start Weight:
200 lb Current Weight:
200 lb Goal Weight:
165 lb Weight Loss:
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You could also have a chemical imbalance of some kind, or need some professional counseling to deal with stress. I've dealth with doctors in both areas in the past.
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04-03-2008, 03:23 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Troy,ny
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130 lb Weight Loss:
39 lb Lb Left to Lose:
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No advice,no pity parties just lots and lots of ((((HUGS))))
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04-03-2008, 04:40 PM
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04-03-2008, 05:18 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Tampa, FL
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96 lb Weight Loss:
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Amen, the stupid thing is that I keep forgetting to put my patch on, so when I was typing that I realized I forgot my patch since Saturday!!! going to get it right now......
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04-03-2008, 06:35 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: fort wayne ,ind.
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210 lb Current Weight:
160 lb Goal Weight:
134 lb Weight Loss:
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I feel the same alot. I started going back to my shrink it has helped.Sometimes we just need a little extra help. Maybe you could talk to your PCP. Mine is great,he always has time to listen. Good luck and if you need to talk just let me know!Anytime..
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04-03-2008, 10:13 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2007 Location: Upstate New York
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Weight Statistics 6/16/2007 meda-fast Start Date:
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5' 6"
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325 lb Start Weight:
187 lb Current Weight:
150 lb Goal Weight:
138 lb Weight Loss:
37 lb Lb Left to Lose:
42.4615384615 % % Lost:
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Not budding my nose in or pitty partying but when i was reading your post I almost felt like i was reading my own post scary.
Im not going to elaborate but i have felt emotionally,mentally and physically out of control at times in the journey. sometimes i dont even know what im thinking or who i am its crazy
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04-03-2008, 10:37 PM
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((((((HUGS))))) The emotional roller coaster is quite the norm of this journey.
No need to ride it out by yourself, nor second-guess yourself.
Just a bit of professional help can make help make things easier, so please don't hesitate if you feel you are heading for the looney bin.
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04-04-2008, 05:14 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Tampa, FL
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Weight Statistics July 10, 2007 Surgery Date:
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Body Mass Index43.7357667585 BMI Start:
28.2426538108 BMI Current:
29.3723599633 BMI Goal:
Weight Loss MethodRoux en Y Gastric Bypass
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Thanks everybody ~ support really is invaluable. Surely, today will be a better day. Writing has always been a way for me to download all the stuff in my head and help me see things in perspective, I probably should blog more.....
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