Thinking back
Thinking back on the life that i lived for so many years, makes me both sad and kinda giddy...weird, but when i was really big i NEVER imagined that i would ever be the size that i am now.....NEVER....but i have been thinking about little things that were so hard and now are just simple daily things...guess what im getting at, is what was the most embarrassing things that you remember from being your largest? ME it was honestly at the state fair here, when a carnival worker tried to force the bars down onto my lap and was so far from clicking that he actually hurt me and then embarrassed me in front of hundreds of fair goers.....OMG was i embarrassed....never cried so hard in my life....becuz once he realized that i wasnt going to fit, instead of asking me to exit, he just blurted out "your WAY to big to ride this ride.....you need to go"......low and behold i have been terrified of fairs ever since then....
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