Oh my, I am so overwhelmed at what I can do now. First off I have to thank God for my second chance at life and a healthy life. I can be a much better wife, mother, and grandmother to my family. I can do things to help out my parents which before surgery my parents where better off then I was. My dad is in his early 80's and my mom is not far behind in age from my dad, only 3 years difference. They where better off than I was when I was so heavy, they could out walk be by far and I struggled just to keep up with my parents. When I think of that, that was pretty sad that I could not even keep up with my parents. Now I can outdo them by far and I can help them out, instead of them doing things for me.
I can play with my grandkids the way a grandmother should. When I was so heavy it was so hard to keep up with my grandkids, but not anymore. What is the sadest and what bothers me most is that I could not hold my grandkids on my lap, becasue I had no lap for them to sit on. I mentioned that to my sister, how that hurts in the back of my mind and she told me that I can hold them now even though they are bigger, but still small enough for them to enjoy sitting on my grandma lap. So I am enjoyign them all I can, they grow up way to fast.
Our marraige was great before the surgery and he always said that he loved me then as much as now. But I know it is much better becasue we can do things together and not me sitting on the side watching him enjoy life and I was so immobile. He had to do so many things for me, becasue I just could not do it. My kids and sister, and parents had to help me do garden work, becasue I just could not do it. Now I do not need any help whatsoever in my garden I do it all by myself. I could go on and on with what God has done for me and how he Blessed me.
All I can say is God Thank You for giving me my life back and what a wonderful life it is. Thank You God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
__________________ Diana |