[christyblue]

i admit i could could use a lot of prayers.....my faith is on shaky ground...lot of things going bad in my life right now and i am havin a hard time understanding why.i have been on this crazy train called my life for 15 yrs...it never seems to change....financially i am sunk...as always....i don't get it....i try so hard.....and get the rug pulled out every time....just last week....gas was off...got it back on...the dryer died....got a new one.....furnace died.....then the truck is dying(again)...i mean what the heck...i think i have had my share now....anyhow.....thats whats on my g file at the moment...crazy huh
huggs
christy

[CraigT]

Yo Christy,

This is the "G" file... Not the geeeeeez file...

I say geeeez, for a couple of reasons...

First, I have been through the same stuff and know what a dark pit it can feel like. It really can feel like a very dark storm cloud that rolled in and feels smothering.

Secondly, I say geeeez, because this cloud although appearing thick and dark and generating a bunch of fear, is nothing but vapor. It WILL roll out. Annnd as it rolls out you can also walk out of it into a new dawn of light.

You just listed a whole bunch that is going wrong. Although it is all real it is NOT the whole story. Since we know that God is not here to beat the snot out of you, he must be doing some good things too.

Give us a list to put in the G file of all of the really cool things he is doing in you life.
I notice you still have internet access:P

Now go to this link and read... This is part of what really helps me. http://www.renewedreflections.com/At...tude.27.0.html

Christy you know you have blessed me, so i'm not going to stand around and let you get an arse whuppin' (even from yourself)


"Don't forget to tip the doorman"

Craig

[christyblue]

well yes i still have internet...
i have my health now
i didn't die
my kids and hubby are healthy(brats)
and the sun is shinin
my clothes are too big
i don't dump on sugar...or anything(oh wait thats bad huh)
ummm i love christmas and it almost here!!!!

[CraigT]

Hey wait.... I think I just saw you crack a smile.....


Craig

[Juggz777]

I am just starting all this my surgery is just going to be on the 12 and a friend of my told me to check out this sight alot of support and a way to vent too which is a good thing.As for my faith well I have had a stroke ,then found out there is a problem with my heart that they can't fix till I get the weight off with the bypass surgery and all this in the last 3 years .But I figure the good Lord doesn't give me anything I can't handle as long as I keep my faith he will always be there for me .

[christyblue]

i agree..i figure i made it this far..that which does not kill us makes us stronger.
huggs
christy

[CraigT]

God has put plenty in our plates for today. Keeping our focus and actions, on the very next right things we need to do today is the best way to keep the ball moving and not going nuts trying to figure out how the whole thing works out days, months or years from now.

I had a great friend flat out tell me that I was not invited nor and I qualified or authorized to be into tomorrow. My job was to do everything I can TODAY, then get some rest.

Blessings,

Craig