[MJ Fan]

After beating different types of cancer multiple times, my Grandmother was diagnosed around a year or two ago with cancer again. Since she used up her lifetime of radiation and chemotherapy there was nothing that could be done. Except give her medication to try and make her more comfortable.

The past few months it kept getting worse and worse. Then last night at 11:15 she took her last breath.

I had never heard my Dad cry before and it broke my heart. Today was the first day I heard my Granddaddy cry.

My husband & I gave a surprise visit to my Grandfather. We brought barbecued chicken and cooked green beans. We had intended on doing a squash casserole, homemade biscuits and a cherry pie but we ran out of time.

I have this beautiful black lace top that belonged to my Grandmother, she gave it to me a few weeks ago. So I am going to wear it on Sunday to the funeral with a plain black skirt with some lace on the bottom.

Tomorrow afternoon is the viewing of my Grandmother's body.

When I went to my Grandparent's house today it felt so weird without her. I almost asked where she was. It was just so quite. She was always the hostess when they had company. I kept feeling like something is missing and I had to remind myself that it was because my Grandmother was not there.

So please keep my family in your prayers especially my Dad, Granddaddy and my Aunt. They are the ones that I am the most worried about.

I am just so upset that I missed so many days not exercising and she did not get to see me below 200 pounds. I am determined for my Granddaddy to see me below 200 pounds.

[judst]

I'm sorry for your loss and will be praying for you and your family. Hugs

[dixieladybug]

I am sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers.

[KeriM]

My prayers are with you and your family. I miss my best friend and grandmother to this day.

[DocSanae]

I am sorry to hear of your loss. Keeping you and all your family in my prayers.

[NewMeNow2011]

I am so sorry for your loss. I remember when my grandma died and I've never been able to get over it, truly heartbreaking. I hope you are able to get through this time and I wish strength and love to your family during all of this. You all will be in my thoughts and prayers.