I finally have decided to have the surgery for myself. For years, my doctor and family have been urging me to get this done but in the back of my mind, I just figured I could do it the "natural" way of eating less and exercising. Well after 3 more years of trying, I have decided the surgery is the best tool to help control my never ending need to eat.
I have decided to pay for the surgery myself and after visiting about 5 surgery groups have found one that I really like their approach to the issue. I have to drive 2 hours to get there but I think it will be worth it. They will let me do some of my follow ups with my physician so I don't always have to drive down there.
I am excited and scared all at the same time. Its a very wierd feeling.
I have already been exercising so I am going to step that up a bit prior to surgery to build up my strength and endurance for what will happen in September.
I plan to document my journey so that I will always have something to look back on and learn from.
Thanks for listening and more to come....